so theres this guy....

Arighty my rant about the guy in Reno. :)

Lets see so first of all God has a wonderful since of humor, lol. So there's a guy out here who's pretty much amazing! I dont know if he knows that I like him or not but either way its all good. I'm enjoying having a crush for now. He plays guitar, drums and can sing really well. Gah! He has the whole scruff look goin on anddddd it oh so sexy! lol I haven't really had the chance to hear his heart on a whole lot of spiritual issues, but what I've seen and know, I like it. He's older than me but I don't mind. :)

One thing about this whole me liking a guy, is that I've prayed so much about this, it's not even funny, lol. I really have been praying that if this is a God thing that things will be abundantly clear. I really don't wanna like a guy just cause. I don't want to waste my time on liking someone to only get hurt in the end.

I'm takin things one day at a time. I'm not rushing into anything. God is leading this one. I'm done trying to make things work for myself. God knows my heart better than I do. He knows what my true desires are and He will bring someone that will be a perfect match for me. I cant wait to see what He has in store for me. :)

Feels like a dream

I cant believe I've been in Reno for 3 months... I would have never imagined me in Reno, NEVADA of all places lol. It just hit me the other day when I was driving, so weird. lol I am in a state and in a city where I have never been nore ever dreamed about bein here lol. I cant believe I haven't seen my parents in 3 months, wow. Ya know I always dreamed of gettin out and now I have and I haven't died hahaha It's so crazy... I cant believe it. It feels so much like a dream.

update

So I really like Reno. It's extremely pretty, the weather is awesome (so far), I love living with my family, andddd my friends are pretty much the best.

Every day I remind myself that I trust God with everything I have. Long term stuff as well as short term, day to day things. I've never really had to trust God with everything I am. It's easy to say you trust Him when everything is fine, but when you have no idea where He wants you its a lil scary. Everyday I am learning to trust him more and more. God is amazing and it really is great when I can just relax and lean on him.