Really?

Im so excited that im leavin for 3 weeks. imma be in a whole other country away from everyone. Especially stupid boys who dont know what they want. IDIOT! ugh!
I gotta rant right now cause otherwise imma freakin break down and cry and I DO NOT wanna cry over another stupid boy.
So I get to know this guy for a good couple of months, constant communication, and so it seemed an interest in each other. Alrighty, so he starts a new trainin and he doesn't talk to me for about two weeks but then I get a chance to hang out with him with my family for about 24 hours or so and he barely says a word to me. That in its self hurt. A friend who doesn't even talk to you. Really? I have acquaintances who do more than what he did. So being the type of person I am I tired my best not to take it personal, and break down after he left. I just figured other things were goin on and it wasnt about me....

So today i got to talk to him and im glad that i did cause now i can go to costa without worring about us or whatever! Im DONE. He let me know that he thinks God is leading him towards another girl. Well I told him that it was great to talk to him when I did and it was just what I needed but im still single for another couple of months and that the idea of a relationship makes me wanna gag, so maybe that'll help him decide along with the fact that when I get back from costa he can talk to me but I WILL NOT text him first.

So yea im gunna be okay though cause my sister is the best ever! lol I cant wait to hang out with her and rock out our "Boys are JERKS" club! lol