Im still struggling with this whole ihop decision but I am trying to make the best of it. Im not saying I am gunna be happy go lucky all the time but I will actually make an effort to see the silver lining.
This is just what I wrote during worship last night, as you can tell I'm still learning how to deal and feel about everything here...
"The night isn't just when the sun isn't shining. The night is when you can't see the light ahead of you. When you think you've lost your way cause you can't see anything. When you feel like you've made a mistake.
God did make a way for me. He worked everything out. There were no deliberate stop signs. He confirmed it others hearts as well. At one point I had to decide whether or not this was something I wanted to do. I just need faith to trust and believe what he spoke to me months ago is still truth. This is for a short time. This too will pass. It's only the beginning and it will get better. God will see me through it just like anything else.
I should cherish the fact that I do get the opportunity to be in his presence so easily. Not that God isn't around all the time but it's a time where I don't have a ton of distractions.
Yes I realize that some people here are "brainwashed" to the fact that you shouldn't be of the world. I should congratulate them that they can make that decision and stick with it and impact the impact of heaven that way. But then I praise God that he gave me a heart to be in the world and make an impact for His glory and honor in the worldly settings. I am blessed that I can bring His love into the world."
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