Number Two

June 6, 2010

So last night I slept horrible! I tossed and turned, woke up here and there to random noises or even me just turning over. Yesterday we went to Domical, which was cool. We did shoppin and hung out on the cave beach a lil. Im not too big on getting in the ocean but everyone else had fun so that was good. I got some cool stuff like a big square fabric thing that you can wear however ya want. Its purplish and pinkish with a gold background so I hope to wear it to a LSU game or two.

So yesterday when we got back we had barely any water pressure and what water pressure we had was cold. I washed my face and changed into clean clothes and prayed that we’d have water pressure that was warm in the morning well needless to say I had a wonderful COLD shower this morning. It was great. I recommend it to anyone who is really lookin to wake up lol.

Im really startin to miss my family… I know I should enjoy my time here but there are just times where I was at home with my mom and dad. I’ve basically grown up with it being just us and I kinda miss it. I really cant wait to go home and spend the night with my grandparents. I miss them like there is no tomorrow. There’s nothing better than ya grandma lovin up on ya. :)

My girly girl side is startin to show a good bit now. After the whole work out thing and since im still sore now, im not too fond of it. Id rather do something else. Workin out isn’t what I don’t like. It’s the fact that you work out so hard that your sore and can barely move for the next 4 days! I enjoy workin out and not being sore all over my complete body. The whole “Lets go play in the mudd” isn’t on my fun list. I don’t really care to go shave in the waterfall. And id reallyyy not like to go white water rafting, especially since we’ve had so much rain. I don’t think its fun to go play in raging water with big rocks in them, sorry, id like to live. Lol

Ive made it through one week, only two more to go. I know they’ll go by quicker than I think but idk… I guess im just in that mood to go home. I miss my family.

a couple at once....

June 4, 2010

I don’t have internet all the time so ive decided that im goin to write what I want on word and then transfer it. So here we go! (if its crazy my sorry, lol)

Ive been here in Costa Rica for about a week now and its quite an adjustment. Im not big on goin all country so its kinda a stretch for me but im makin it. There’s just things that I’ve gotta get used to like wakin up to howlin monkeys at the crack of dawn. I haven’t decided if I like howlin monkeys better than a rooster, lol. I don’t like ever knowing what time it is. Its okay sometimes but im so used to being on a schedule that it’s a lil annoying but its not that bad. Its kinda like livin when Gustav hit, except I had hot water back then. Nothing ever dries outside. If you get wet or sweaty that’s it, your clothes are wet. Its been rainin here so much, that they don’t have enough time to dry but also its so HUMID! GOOD LORD! I just thought it was bad at home, oh no! Gah! Its so nasty alllll the timeeee! The dogs here are so funny lookin. They are all mutts and only God knows what they are mixed with. There’s one dog that has the body of a winner dog but the face of a lab… so weird. Lol

So one of the girls, actually two of them are dancers, but one of them loves to braid hair and she likes to do all kinds of crazy stuff. Basically everyday she braids two or more of the girls hair. I have to resist askin her to do mine just cause otherwise she’d do mine everyday, lol. She asked if I was tender headed and I said yes, but she can pull as hard as she wanted cause my sister used to do mine and she would give me a face lift so it didn’t bother me lol. I cant wait to get back to the states and go spend the whole day with my hair dresser. My roots were pretty bad when I left and they are goin to be even worse when I get back lol. Cut, color, wax. Ahhhh prefect! I really hope his stuff for facials is in cause thennnnnn it would be AH-MAZINGGGG! :)

As far as guys go, im doin pretty good. I don’t really have the need to talk to anyone. Except one of my really old close friends who told me that he was goin in the air force! Im SO extremely proud of him.

Alrighty well I think that im good, lol. Ive never wrote so much lol im so glad I could write some though casue it feels great to just BLAHHHH lol

Really?

Im so excited that im leavin for 3 weeks. imma be in a whole other country away from everyone. Especially stupid boys who dont know what they want. IDIOT! ugh!
I gotta rant right now cause otherwise imma freakin break down and cry and I DO NOT wanna cry over another stupid boy.
So I get to know this guy for a good couple of months, constant communication, and so it seemed an interest in each other. Alrighty, so he starts a new trainin and he doesn't talk to me for about two weeks but then I get a chance to hang out with him with my family for about 24 hours or so and he barely says a word to me. That in its self hurt. A friend who doesn't even talk to you. Really? I have acquaintances who do more than what he did. So being the type of person I am I tired my best not to take it personal, and break down after he left. I just figured other things were goin on and it wasnt about me....

So today i got to talk to him and im glad that i did cause now i can go to costa without worring about us or whatever! Im DONE. He let me know that he thinks God is leading him towards another girl. Well I told him that it was great to talk to him when I did and it was just what I needed but im still single for another couple of months and that the idea of a relationship makes me wanna gag, so maybe that'll help him decide along with the fact that when I get back from costa he can talk to me but I WILL NOT text him first.

So yea im gunna be okay though cause my sister is the best ever! lol I cant wait to hang out with her and rock out our "Boys are JERKS" club! lol

Number one

My sister is AMAZINGGG! I love her so much! She and I had so much fun this past weekend at the Carrie Underwood concert. I havent had that much fun in a while. Im lookin forward to this next week at the beach with her and the fam.

I also got to see my cousins, aunt, and grandparents again this weekend. I forget how much I miss them. It's so weird to see my family slowly get pieced back together. It truely is GOD. I cant thank Him enough. I love my family.

I am almost done with my first year of college. WOOHOOO! This time tomorrow I will be done with my freshmen year of college! No more accounting BABYYYY!

I have less than two weeks left before I leave for COSTA RICAAA!!!!

Tryin NOT to get ahead of myself

I am about to go crazy! lol

I think I realllyyyy like pete.... I cant help it! He's such a great guy! I love talkin to him on the phone for hours. He's got a great personality, a strong walk with Christ, a fun sense of humor, and SEXY! haha but for real. It would be AMAZING if we got to continue our wonderful friendship into something more. Parents love him and definitely approve.

Ive got about 3 and half months left of being single and Lord willing I wont be single long after that. Hopefully when we go to the beach he can come hang out with us for a day or so, but I know that he has dive school and is probably gunna be pretty busy. I think we are goin to see him graduate in the fall which would be like right after my 6 month singleness, im pretty excited about that plus its around his bday :)

Alrightyyyy so for the next 3 and a half months I gotta keep my cool. I can do this....I think.... Here we go!!!

im just excited....

• I have 39 days before I leave for Costa Rica
• I have 6 days left of school (tues & thurs)
• Amy is comin home for a Carrie Underwood concert in a couple weeks
• The weekend after that im goin to the beach andddd HOPEFULLY get to see Pete
• Pete and I are getting to be really good friends ...I also overheard dad talkin to him about me and future stuff which means that he still likes me, hehe... :-)
  
• Ive decided that I want to get a rose tattoo on my back shoulder, when idkk lol
• This weekend Im hanging out with all my college friends from denham
• I saw my grandparents again this past weekend. I miss them wayyy too much, I dont know when but Im gunna go stay the night one day soon hopefully
  
• Imma be 20 in about 3 months.
  

Life's good right now. :)

Me Time

I think I am goin to take a semester off from work and enjoy college a lil. I might take another class but idk yet. I've been workin since I was 16 and have worked ALOT. I really wanna take kick boxing lessons or dance lessons ballroom or latin, just something fun. I have money saved up and Im gunna work all summer long so Im not too worried about taking some time off, plus if he really needs me from time to time I'll work to fill in. I haven't ever really done anything for myself and I think its about time I do. Ive got all my life to work my ass off, I wanna take advantage of the time I can take off while I can.

P.S. I really wanna get a tattoo or two... and soon. :)