Sucess

Well the results from the first date was a success. It was actually kinda fun too, besides it being super awkward at first. lol He was a great guy atleast from what I got to learn from. I would not object to a second date. And on a side note. He has great shoulders andddd hes bout the perfect height. lol. Im not gettin all worked up but yes it was nice to have a convo with a guy who is a christian. It was nice to see that there are guys in the world left worth marrying. I mean obviously I dont know his life story and what not but he was a nice guy. I guess I would have to be kinda glad that my brother gave him my number. Anyways, there was no talk of a second date or anything so nothing may actually come of it but if not it was refreshing to know that there are guys still out there. lol

It's a first

Well tomorrow night is a big night for me... I have a blind "date". Its more of a meet and greet but still. I've never done this before. Thanks to my lovely big brother who gave my number a guy in his class, as in like one of his students. My brother gave him my number bout two weeks ago andddd yesterday he texted him. We had a short lil cute convo and are now planning to get together tomorrow night for coffee.

Im not really sure how to feel bout this. Im excited cause it sounds fun ahhh im nervous. Im just afraid its gunna go SUPER bad... But if it does, I'll just have a great story to add to my life story lol. From the short text convo we had it deosnt seem like it'll go too too bad but who knows well see.

WISH ME LUCK!!!

Cant stop believin

Okay well more like cant stop praying that God would bless me by allowing me to get a job at Apple. I don't think I've wanted anything more than a new job before. I love working and I love being at a place where the boss appropriates you. My heart literally aches when I have to go to work or i am working. I feel like a fake because I have to put on a smile and make everyone happy. In a weird kinda way it reminds me of myself when I was back in high school (this thought just hit me while I was typing). It reminds me of how I was always happy no matter what was goin on at my house. At school everyone knew me as the happy and chipper one and the one who always had a smile on her face. But deep down had issues. Dude I have issues with my job. I've tried to be the best that I could be and learn and work hard but it doesn't pay off. Personally, I think its a spiritual issue with my boss. I've had this same feeling before andddd its just nothing more than a spiritual issue. There may not be something that you can actually put your finger on but you just have an "thing" with someone.

On to a better note. Nicole and Nev are the sweetest people ever!! Seriously, I love them so much! They brought me dinner at work tonight. They brightened my sad day at work anddddd they brought me my favoritest food ever! TACOS and a diet dp!!!! I must admit I was not a bug fan of Carne Asada the first few times I had it but now ohhhhh mannnnn I could eat it every day for lunch and dinner. lol okay maybe that was a little extreme but they are just so damn GOOD! (darn just doesnt cover it) hahahaha!

I have to boast about myself for a lil bit. I made a 3.5 GPA this semester! WHOOP WHOOP!!! I am so pumped. That's the highest GPA I've had since I've started college. I just think its so great cause not only is it the highest I've had but it was also all done online and it was NOT easy. I had to work really hard. And a side note is that this semester I've had so much fun with my friend Nicole. Im just really excited that I can have fun, have a job, and still make good grades.

Not my fault

So basically I haven't been writing becauseeeee I have a new bestie. Shes basically pretty awesome andddd I couldn't thank God enough for her. We basically spend every day together. She's helped me grow as a person in so many ways, it just blows my mind. lol She is a God send. I love her so much! Sometimes I don't know what I would do without her. And the best part is is that she shoots me all the time andddd were still great friends. hahahhahaha! (for those who don't know shes a photographer lol)

Im done with school for the Spring semester. ANDDDD I finished with a 3.5!!! WOOHOO!!! Im really pumped cause it was not easy. Online classes was, in my opinion, harder than goin to classes. I had to read and teach myself all the information. But atleast now I can say "Ive been then and done that" lol even though I am taking another online class this summer. BUT Ive read reviews about the teacher online and it sounds good. So im not worried about it.

I had an interview with apple today! I am in love. I'm praying everyday that I get that job. I think my heart might explode with excitement if I did. hahaha I seriously feel like that the apple store is where I am supposed to be. Part of their motto is that they are "People people". I love people. Not only are they a great company to work for but they also help and train you to grow and be something more. As the company grows they want to see their employees grow as well. I really just think it would be AN INCREDIBLE place to work.

I have a small confession. I am in need of a trip to LA. There is just something about that place that keeps pulling ya back in. lol Besides the fact that its warm and beautiful right now as opposed to it freezing here in NV. I think its even supposed to snow this week. REALLY?! Snow in MAY?!! Argh. Imma be pale and pasty all year round hahaha oh well.

So thats kinda a short lil pick up of my life. Hopefully I will be able to post more often cause seriously I can tell a difference from when I blog and when I don't. I know that may sound weird but its true lol