Today I got to hang out with my grandparents who I havent seen about about 7 years. I wasnt really sure how to feel but I was excited to see them. I had forgotten how great they are. My grandpa was in the Army during WWII and he is so funny when he tells his stories. I really have missed my grandparents alot. Im glad that we have a relationship again or atleast the beginning of one again. :)
Andddd everythings goin pretty good with my good friend :) Its really nice to just have a friend who encourages me in my walk with Christ and is just fun to talk to. He's just cool all over. lol
OH! and spring break in college is a JOKE! lol just cause your not in class doesnt mean you dont have homework. Stupid calc and english!
Tuesday, March 30
Thursday, March 25
Imma rant....
Alrighty so here's an update on my life.
I have completely deleted, erased, and moved on from my ex boyfriend. I straight up told him that i couldn't talk to him without getting all upset and frustrated at who knows what. I deleted his number, from facebook, and some pictures as well.
I have started watching what I eat and exercise when I can, even if Ive had a long day at work on my feet. Hopefully I can lose some extra weight I've gained since I started college. So far so good, :)
School. I'm kinda stressed out about my English class cause I never know what the woman wants. Although I am extremely thankful that she allowed me to redo my mid term, and so far I've gotten B's on my grades so things are lookin better. We are doin a paper right now that is going to be more than our final. I have more than enough information and I plan on making a A.
Other things in life are going pretty good. Im almost all set for Costa Rica and I cant WAIT! :D
I have completely deleted, erased, and moved on from my ex boyfriend. I straight up told him that i couldn't talk to him without getting all upset and frustrated at who knows what. I deleted his number, from facebook, and some pictures as well.
I have started watching what I eat and exercise when I can, even if Ive had a long day at work on my feet. Hopefully I can lose some extra weight I've gained since I started college. So far so good, :)
School. I'm kinda stressed out about my English class cause I never know what the woman wants. Although I am extremely thankful that she allowed me to redo my mid term, and so far I've gotten B's on my grades so things are lookin better. We are doin a paper right now that is going to be more than our final. I have more than enough information and I plan on making a A.
Other things in life are going pretty good. Im almost all set for Costa Rica and I cant WAIT! :D
Wednesday, March 17
Shut up!!
My boss is an asshole when it comes to respect. I dont know why I get all the shit about everyone else but its really annoying.
Today I went in at 8 cause he Really needed to get some work done and didnt want to answer phones. So I get there thinkin that we were gunna be busy but NOOOO, he's walkin around drinkin his Freakin coffee. OH! and I have no idea what the HELL he calls work cause all he ever does is talk shit to people, play on his computer, and yell and get all worked up about nothing. Anyway, he starts ranting on and on about all the dumb computer programs that are makin it slow (so he thinks). I just stand there and let him run his mouth and then at the end I told him that they were on there before we even had the computer, and he just says well clean it up. The computer is slow cause its a POS.
I like the job cause I get paid really good, and barely do any work, lol. I dont know its just that my boss gets on my freakin nerves sometimes. He makes everything into a GINORMOUS deal and its really not even the slightest bit.
Today I went in at 8 cause he Really needed to get some work done and didnt want to answer phones. So I get there thinkin that we were gunna be busy but NOOOO, he's walkin around drinkin his Freakin coffee. OH! and I have no idea what the HELL he calls work cause all he ever does is talk shit to people, play on his computer, and yell and get all worked up about nothing. Anyway, he starts ranting on and on about all the dumb computer programs that are makin it slow (so he thinks). I just stand there and let him run his mouth and then at the end I told him that they were on there before we even had the computer, and he just says well clean it up. The computer is slow cause its a POS.
I like the job cause I get paid really good, and barely do any work, lol. I dont know its just that my boss gets on my freakin nerves sometimes. He makes everything into a GINORMOUS deal and its really not even the slightest bit.
Sunday, March 14
Holly
This past weekend I went to this woman's conference thing at my church and we learned about our name, its meaning, and origin. Ive always known my name meaning a bush, berry or tree, but this weekend I learned my name actually means something a little more meaningful :)
I researched my name and some of its relative words and stuff. Turns out my names pretty awesome. I'm sorta kinda related to marshmellows (I love marshmellows btw) mallow is in the same family with hollys and some form of mallow is in marshmellows. Also I'm soothing, cheerful, and the Rose of Sharon.
We then researched the words that described our name to get a deeper meaning. We then wrote paragraphs on what our names meant with all the different words and phrases we found.
I am....
a Rose of Sharon. I am Always cheerful, pleasant, and bright. I am relief, comfort, and tranquil. I am a flower with delicate beauty. I am happiness I am a celebration of Jeaus' birth. I am Jesus; sweetheart. I am colorful. I am holy, a gift, and a joy. I am a friend and I am love.
Now that I know a deeper meaning of my name I can embrace some of those attributes and reflect Christ in all that I do. Oh and also I found a verse that went with my name (I found it in a book that had your name and then a bible verse)
Philippians 4:7
"The peace of God, which passes all understanding will guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus."
I researched my name and some of its relative words and stuff. Turns out my names pretty awesome. I'm sorta kinda related to marshmellows (I love marshmellows btw) mallow is in the same family with hollys and some form of mallow is in marshmellows. Also I'm soothing, cheerful, and the Rose of Sharon.
We then researched the words that described our name to get a deeper meaning. We then wrote paragraphs on what our names meant with all the different words and phrases we found.
I am....
a Rose of Sharon. I am Always cheerful, pleasant, and bright. I am relief, comfort, and tranquil. I am a flower with delicate beauty. I am happiness I am a celebration of Jeaus' birth. I am Jesus; sweetheart. I am colorful. I am holy, a gift, and a joy. I am a friend and I am love.
Now that I know a deeper meaning of my name I can embrace some of those attributes and reflect Christ in all that I do. Oh and also I found a verse that went with my name (I found it in a book that had your name and then a bible verse)
Philippians 4:7
"The peace of God, which passes all understanding will guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus."
Wednesday, March 10
"Him"
So today I asked my dad about why "he" had been taking such a sudden interest, and turns out.
"He's" had a crush on my for a while. I was kinda surprised when my dad told me. I couldn't believe that "he" would actual notice me haha. I was also quite flattered lol.
So since I'm supposed to be single for 6 months as it is, I'm just goin to enjoy getting to know "him" better as a friend and if things happen later on GREAT! if notttt then I made a good friend :)
P.S. Have I mentioned how much I LOOOVVEEEE a man in uniform? hahaha! I'll keep ya updated on how things go :)
"He's" had a crush on my for a while. I was kinda surprised when my dad told me. I couldn't believe that "he" would actual notice me haha. I was also quite flattered lol.
So since I'm supposed to be single for 6 months as it is, I'm just goin to enjoy getting to know "him" better as a friend and if things happen later on GREAT! if notttt then I made a good friend :)
P.S. Have I mentioned how much I LOOOVVEEEE a man in uniform? hahaha! I'll keep ya updated on how things go :)
Monday, March 8
You've got to help me
Soooo recently a friend of mine has begun to text me ALOT considering we've barely spoken in the past two years. wellllll this guy is a reallllyyyy a great guy. Crazy, on fire for God. I really like talkin to him lol and he stretches me with my walk with Christ. I really dont want to like this guy more than friends right now, buttttt its really hard for me cause im that type of girl who falls for guys like crazy. (I hate that trait about me btw) So I'm telling yall this so yall can help me not fall for this guy yet lol. Nothing will really come about it now anyways cause he's in the service and who knows for how much longer. But yeaa I had to tell someone. lol GRR! lol
Wednesday, March 3
Im sick of it
I am SO ready to move out of this house it is just ridiculous. I HATE how my parents always have short lil conversations where they tell me what im doin wrong in my life from the past week. Normally its my mom but this week my dad did the honors. Apparently I hurt my moms feelings.
I've had a rough week trying to adjust to everything and get my life straight again, and to my parents I've been rude, putting them down, and not being social. Well yesterday, yes, I did not wanna be social with anyone especially with my parents. Its not that they did anything its just i didn't wanna talk. I used to do that alot last year for lots of reasons, but I haven't done it in a while and my dad jumped down my throat callin me childish and self-something or other. He made all these conclusions about somethings i mentioned to my mom this past week and he was completely wrong. He thinks that I'm leading on a old guy friend when I barely talk to the guy, he thinks I'm allowing a guy from school to use me for homework because were doin homework together, and he thinks that I'm still stuck on my ex, which is COMPLETELY wrong, I have moved on and not lookin back.
If I had a penny for everytime my dad said, "We're for you not against you." I'd be a Frickin millionaire. I dont talk to my parents for this reason. I tell them something and they judge me and come back a week later and wanna talk about it. I could be jokin or serious but yet they make this BIG deal about it and turn it into something its not. UGH! I don't know, I'm dealin with some stuff in my life right now and personally I don't wanna talk to my parents about it.
I'm glad I have a blog. It really helps when you need to vent. OH and another thing, they always talk to me on Wednesday morning while I'm eating breakfast, which is basically the first thing I do in the mornings.
I've had a rough week trying to adjust to everything and get my life straight again, and to my parents I've been rude, putting them down, and not being social. Well yesterday, yes, I did not wanna be social with anyone especially with my parents. Its not that they did anything its just i didn't wanna talk. I used to do that alot last year for lots of reasons, but I haven't done it in a while and my dad jumped down my throat callin me childish and self-something or other. He made all these conclusions about somethings i mentioned to my mom this past week and he was completely wrong. He thinks that I'm leading on a old guy friend when I barely talk to the guy, he thinks I'm allowing a guy from school to use me for homework because were doin homework together, and he thinks that I'm still stuck on my ex, which is COMPLETELY wrong, I have moved on and not lookin back.
If I had a penny for everytime my dad said, "We're for you not against you." I'd be a Frickin millionaire. I dont talk to my parents for this reason. I tell them something and they judge me and come back a week later and wanna talk about it. I could be jokin or serious but yet they make this BIG deal about it and turn it into something its not. UGH! I don't know, I'm dealin with some stuff in my life right now and personally I don't wanna talk to my parents about it.
I'm glad I have a blog. It really helps when you need to vent. OH and another thing, they always talk to me on Wednesday morning while I'm eating breakfast, which is basically the first thing I do in the mornings.
Tuesday, March 2
All I gotta say is
Gerard Butler is Damn Sexy! Mmm I wouldn't mind if my future husband looked something similar to him minus some of the chest hair, lol.
Monday, March 1
New additude
Okay so after my recently ended realtionship, I have decided that if you wanna be my boyfriend you better get your shit together. I aint playin the kid games no more. Im single until further notice. Maybe its just from the sour taste I got from the reaction of the breakup with my ex, but im just ready for a MAN. Im fine being single. It's a less stressful life anddd I dont have to worry about someone else's feelings. I can hang out and enjoy my time with my guy friends. That might sound kinda harsh but I just started college and havent even began to live my life. I wanna do things because I want too and not have to worry about someone elses schedule. Im ready to enjoy my life. :)
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