Working out babbyyyy

So this post is really just cause I am so proud of myself and not in a boastful way just in the fact that I didn't think I would ever be able to get so fit again.

I have been working out for the past month about 3 times a week and i can run on the elliptical for an hour on the resistance of 10 AND in Nevada which has higher elevation which means i have to work harder for oxygen hahahahha. But also I've been lifting weights to build upper body strength and that has been awesome too. I can tell I have built some muscle which I am SO pumped bout!!! Plus Ive also lost 8 pounds through all of this. Since living with nicole we have been eating pretty well, I think. lol I mean we get our protein in andddd veggies from salad andddd we dont really eat a whole lot of sweets. We mostly eat fish, shrimp, and onions. Ive also been biking which i never thought id do lol but really its fun and i like it. lol I really wanna bring my bike with me to Kansas City but idk how to get it home and what not... I could sell it for 40 bucks...but then id be out of a bike... :-/ and i really like biking

Im sad im moving because I just finally got into a work out routine. But the good thing is, is that my body wants to work out now so its almost like I crave it now. That's probably also cause I feel so great after working out and overall all the time I feel great :)

Ramblings BIG time

Alrighty, Imma jump right in it. I am attending the Forerunner Music Academy this fall. Which means I will be moving back to Louisiana around the middle of July and then moving up to Kansas City mid August. I am really excited to be moving for TONS of reasons. One I do get to go home for a lil bit before I move away again. I love Louisiana. I cant help it. I mean really the weather is the worst butttttt it still has captured my heart. Seriously though I love Reno. I cant even begin to explain how incredible living in Reno has been for me. Reno has helped me grow in so many areas of my life its been insane! There are so many people that have definitely left their mark on my life in a good way. Seriously I dont think I would have ever considering bein on a worship team if it hadnt have been for the AMAZING people out here.

I loved every minute being with my nephew and niece. I would have never thought I would have been able to be apart of their life like that. I learned so much from my sister in law and I actually got to have a relationship with my oldest brother something I thought I had lost forever. To be apart of my niece and nephews life means so much to me. I am so grateful that God allowed me to be in my brothers family life.

I have grown as a person from so many out here. My sister in law taught me how to believe in myself and how to communicate better. She has been such a blessing. I am so excited to continue our relationship even though we may not live close.

I've made a lifelong friend, Nicole. She has been one of my greatest friends God has ever blessed me with. I am so blessed to be apart of her life. She has taught me how to be a better person. She never gave up on me and even pushed me farther than I have ever been with music. She has the biggest heart Ive seen. She will always be apart of my heart wherever we live.

I need to get better

Okay so on the real, I know alot of people dont really read my blog but like ive said a million times, blogging makes me feel so much better. It gives me a chance to really just let go and talk/text away lol.

So life is..... Interesting. I have a chance to go to the IHOP school of Worship. Personally it would be the BEST thing that I ever did to really get on top of my music/worship life. It would be a time for me to spend ever waking moment in the presence of God. How awesome and incredible it would that be? It would be awesome opportunity to really take advantage and mold and allow God to shape what He has already put in my heart. The desires from Him. Reno gave me my dream back. It gave me a chance to hope and really believe that what God gave me wasn't a lost and hopeless dream. It was a chance for me to really think bout life again and truly have joy. If I left Reno I would be sad, but yet happy for a chance to really embrace the worshiper in me.

Really if I stop and think about if this is the "perfect" time to go, its never gunna be the perfect time to go. There is always something else that will be keeping where ever I am. If I wanna go, personally I think I should just go now and not hold anything back. I have thought bout everything under the sun and how everything would effect people around me.

I am planning on making my decision final by this the end of this week.

Stay tuned....

Sucess

Well the results from the first date was a success. It was actually kinda fun too, besides it being super awkward at first. lol He was a great guy atleast from what I got to learn from. I would not object to a second date. And on a side note. He has great shoulders andddd hes bout the perfect height. lol. Im not gettin all worked up but yes it was nice to have a convo with a guy who is a christian. It was nice to see that there are guys in the world left worth marrying. I mean obviously I dont know his life story and what not but he was a nice guy. I guess I would have to be kinda glad that my brother gave him my number. Anyways, there was no talk of a second date or anything so nothing may actually come of it but if not it was refreshing to know that there are guys still out there. lol

It's a first

Well tomorrow night is a big night for me... I have a blind "date". Its more of a meet and greet but still. I've never done this before. Thanks to my lovely big brother who gave my number a guy in his class, as in like one of his students. My brother gave him my number bout two weeks ago andddd yesterday he texted him. We had a short lil cute convo and are now planning to get together tomorrow night for coffee.

Im not really sure how to feel bout this. Im excited cause it sounds fun ahhh im nervous. Im just afraid its gunna go SUPER bad... But if it does, I'll just have a great story to add to my life story lol. From the short text convo we had it deosnt seem like it'll go too too bad but who knows well see.

WISH ME LUCK!!!

Cant stop believin

Okay well more like cant stop praying that God would bless me by allowing me to get a job at Apple. I don't think I've wanted anything more than a new job before. I love working and I love being at a place where the boss appropriates you. My heart literally aches when I have to go to work or i am working. I feel like a fake because I have to put on a smile and make everyone happy. In a weird kinda way it reminds me of myself when I was back in high school (this thought just hit me while I was typing). It reminds me of how I was always happy no matter what was goin on at my house. At school everyone knew me as the happy and chipper one and the one who always had a smile on her face. But deep down had issues. Dude I have issues with my job. I've tried to be the best that I could be and learn and work hard but it doesn't pay off. Personally, I think its a spiritual issue with my boss. I've had this same feeling before andddd its just nothing more than a spiritual issue. There may not be something that you can actually put your finger on but you just have an "thing" with someone.

On to a better note. Nicole and Nev are the sweetest people ever!! Seriously, I love them so much! They brought me dinner at work tonight. They brightened my sad day at work anddddd they brought me my favoritest food ever! TACOS and a diet dp!!!! I must admit I was not a bug fan of Carne Asada the first few times I had it but now ohhhhh mannnnn I could eat it every day for lunch and dinner. lol okay maybe that was a little extreme but they are just so damn GOOD! (darn just doesnt cover it) hahahaha!

I have to boast about myself for a lil bit. I made a 3.5 GPA this semester! WHOOP WHOOP!!! I am so pumped. That's the highest GPA I've had since I've started college. I just think its so great cause not only is it the highest I've had but it was also all done online and it was NOT easy. I had to work really hard. And a side note is that this semester I've had so much fun with my friend Nicole. Im just really excited that I can have fun, have a job, and still make good grades.

Not my fault

So basically I haven't been writing becauseeeee I have a new bestie. Shes basically pretty awesome andddd I couldn't thank God enough for her. We basically spend every day together. She's helped me grow as a person in so many ways, it just blows my mind. lol She is a God send. I love her so much! Sometimes I don't know what I would do without her. And the best part is is that she shoots me all the time andddd were still great friends. hahahhahaha! (for those who don't know shes a photographer lol)

Im done with school for the Spring semester. ANDDDD I finished with a 3.5!!! WOOHOO!!! Im really pumped cause it was not easy. Online classes was, in my opinion, harder than goin to classes. I had to read and teach myself all the information. But atleast now I can say "Ive been then and done that" lol even though I am taking another online class this summer. BUT Ive read reviews about the teacher online and it sounds good. So im not worried about it.

I had an interview with apple today! I am in love. I'm praying everyday that I get that job. I think my heart might explode with excitement if I did. hahaha I seriously feel like that the apple store is where I am supposed to be. Part of their motto is that they are "People people". I love people. Not only are they a great company to work for but they also help and train you to grow and be something more. As the company grows they want to see their employees grow as well. I really just think it would be AN INCREDIBLE place to work.

I have a small confession. I am in need of a trip to LA. There is just something about that place that keeps pulling ya back in. lol Besides the fact that its warm and beautiful right now as opposed to it freezing here in NV. I think its even supposed to snow this week. REALLY?! Snow in MAY?!! Argh. Imma be pale and pasty all year round hahaha oh well.

So thats kinda a short lil pick up of my life. Hopefully I will be able to post more often cause seriously I can tell a difference from when I blog and when I don't. I know that may sound weird but its true lol