Really?

Im so excited that im leavin for 3 weeks. imma be in a whole other country away from everyone. Especially stupid boys who dont know what they want. IDIOT! ugh!
I gotta rant right now cause otherwise imma freakin break down and cry and I DO NOT wanna cry over another stupid boy.
So I get to know this guy for a good couple of months, constant communication, and so it seemed an interest in each other. Alrighty, so he starts a new trainin and he doesn't talk to me for about two weeks but then I get a chance to hang out with him with my family for about 24 hours or so and he barely says a word to me. That in its self hurt. A friend who doesn't even talk to you. Really? I have acquaintances who do more than what he did. So being the type of person I am I tired my best not to take it personal, and break down after he left. I just figured other things were goin on and it wasnt about me....

So today i got to talk to him and im glad that i did cause now i can go to costa without worring about us or whatever! Im DONE. He let me know that he thinks God is leading him towards another girl. Well I told him that it was great to talk to him when I did and it was just what I needed but im still single for another couple of months and that the idea of a relationship makes me wanna gag, so maybe that'll help him decide along with the fact that when I get back from costa he can talk to me but I WILL NOT text him first.

So yea im gunna be okay though cause my sister is the best ever! lol I cant wait to hang out with her and rock out our "Boys are JERKS" club! lol

Number one

My sister is AMAZINGGG! I love her so much! She and I had so much fun this past weekend at the Carrie Underwood concert. I havent had that much fun in a while. Im lookin forward to this next week at the beach with her and the fam.

I also got to see my cousins, aunt, and grandparents again this weekend. I forget how much I miss them. It's so weird to see my family slowly get pieced back together. It truely is GOD. I cant thank Him enough. I love my family.

I am almost done with my first year of college. WOOHOOO! This time tomorrow I will be done with my freshmen year of college! No more accounting BABYYYY!

I have less than two weeks left before I leave for COSTA RICAAA!!!!

Tryin NOT to get ahead of myself

I am about to go crazy! lol

I think I realllyyyy like pete.... I cant help it! He's such a great guy! I love talkin to him on the phone for hours. He's got a great personality, a strong walk with Christ, a fun sense of humor, and SEXY! haha but for real. It would be AMAZING if we got to continue our wonderful friendship into something more. Parents love him and definitely approve.

Ive got about 3 and half months left of being single and Lord willing I wont be single long after that. Hopefully when we go to the beach he can come hang out with us for a day or so, but I know that he has dive school and is probably gunna be pretty busy. I think we are goin to see him graduate in the fall which would be like right after my 6 month singleness, im pretty excited about that plus its around his bday :)

Alrightyyyy so for the next 3 and a half months I gotta keep my cool. I can do this....I think.... Here we go!!!

im just excited....

• I have 39 days before I leave for Costa Rica
• I have 6 days left of school (tues & thurs)
• Amy is comin home for a Carrie Underwood concert in a couple weeks
• The weekend after that im goin to the beach andddd HOPEFULLY get to see Pete
• Pete and I are getting to be really good friends ...I also overheard dad talkin to him about me and future stuff which means that he still likes me, hehe... :-)
  
• Ive decided that I want to get a rose tattoo on my back shoulder, when idkk lol
• This weekend Im hanging out with all my college friends from denham
• I saw my grandparents again this past weekend. I miss them wayyy too much, I dont know when but Im gunna go stay the night one day soon hopefully
  
• Imma be 20 in about 3 months.
  

Life's good right now. :)

Me Time

I think I am goin to take a semester off from work and enjoy college a lil. I might take another class but idk yet. I've been workin since I was 16 and have worked ALOT. I really wanna take kick boxing lessons or dance lessons ballroom or latin, just something fun. I have money saved up and Im gunna work all summer long so Im not too worried about taking some time off, plus if he really needs me from time to time I'll work to fill in. I haven't ever really done anything for myself and I think its about time I do. Ive got all my life to work my ass off, I wanna take advantage of the time I can take off while I can.

P.S. I really wanna get a tattoo or two... and soon. :)

It was a pretty good day

Today I got to hang out with my grandparents who I havent seen about about 7 years. I wasnt really sure how to feel but I was excited to see them. I had forgotten how great they are. My grandpa was in the Army during WWII and he is so funny when he tells his stories. I really have missed my grandparents alot. Im glad that we have a relationship again or atleast the beginning of one again. :)

Andddd everythings goin pretty good with my good friend :) Its really nice to just have a friend who encourages me in my walk with Christ and is just fun to talk to. He's just cool all over. lol

OH! and spring break in college is a JOKE! lol just cause your not in class doesnt mean you dont have homework. Stupid calc and english!

Imma rant....

Alrighty so here's an update on my life.

I have completely deleted, erased, and moved on from my ex boyfriend. I straight up told him that i couldn't talk to him without getting all upset and frustrated at who knows what. I deleted his number, from facebook, and some pictures as well.

I have started watching what I eat and exercise when I can, even if Ive had a long day at work on my feet. Hopefully I can lose some extra weight I've gained since I started college. So far so good, :)

School. I'm kinda stressed out about my English class cause I never know what the woman wants. Although I am extremely thankful that she allowed me to redo my mid term, and so far I've gotten B's on my grades so things are lookin better. We are doin a paper right now that is going to be more than our final. I have more than enough information and I plan on making a A.

Other things in life are going pretty good. Im almost all set for Costa Rica and I cant WAIT! :D